Yeah, well,
it's that kind of thinking that is the reason why MadMikael is gone.
Any who read my posts, or any who talk to me regularly will know
I'm low on patience and full of anger.
For you, and for clan wars, this may be a perfect motivation and fuel.
To that end, I wish you luck and fun in your endeavours.
For MadMikael though, that sort of thinking is the exact opposite of what he stood for.
Alright, I've said I killed him - not true. I can't.
Thing is, he no longer actually belongs to me.
He belongs to the community.
This is why I had to give up his forum account as well - so many posts of his were made for others.
I could not keep posting with the same name if I could not maintain the same level.
Honestly, I do want the name back.
Maybe one day, I will push for it - in a manner like Cleopatra has.
Right now though, it is best that he stay deep in his cage, until his rage settles.
Once that happens, we can consider what we should do.
Should he be resurrected? And if so, in what form?
In the meantime, you have his shell to keep you company (namely, me lol)
As for right now, I'm stuck at a crossroads, trying to decide my path.
Should I choose the one that goes back to where I once was? I know many want this, but I'm not sure if it's best yet.
Should I choose to try and get involved in a clan? I've had so many offers over the past while...
But there is no clan I could join without being against someone I'm fond of.
And my own clan is rather a joke - it has me in it haha. I just like the name. 750d loyalty now
Should I just play a little, and help out as possible? This is mostly what I'm trying to do atm.
Should I just walk away - there are reasons this should be done as well. Although, in one hypothetical scenario, I do tend to bring my favourites with me....
Ok, enough about me.
Ryaca, I hope you have fun in the game, and that you find what you seek.
But do not let your quest for blood destroy what good that is found within you.
It is still there - even if suppressed. I only share my thoughts above so you can realize that we may have some things in common.
You need to choose whether to try and rebuild that flame, or to extinguish it forever.
From the comments of others, I'm holding off on the dousing...
Think hard of the paths before you, and do not make impulsive decisions if you can help it.
Because some choices, you cannot take back, and you have to live with them forever.
...That's exactly why MadMikael is gone. He wanted to make choices that he knew he could not live with.
Do not fall into that trap. You have an old friend who made such a mistake - and he's regretted it ever since.
Use wisdom and courage to guide you.
EDIT: it was not coincidence, that the fella in the green would have to get pendants of Wisdom and Courage before he could seek that of Power...